Journaling Article

 



On the night of February 11, 2004, I attended a journaling workshop taught by Allison Moir Smith, M.A., at Your Soul's Work at 219 Harvard St., near Coolidge Corner, Brookline MA.


Why did I do this?, you might well ask. What is journaling? For that matter what is Your Soul's Work?


I had interviewed Allison Moir Smith a couple of days before. The interview had confirmed my sense (from the magazine Personal Journaling) that journaling is a unique activity, guided by its own special set of ideas and rules The ideas that struck me about journaling were the following:


· Journaling requires curiousity about the events in your life
· Journaling can offer emotional relief from bothersome subjects and events
· One can be healed by the act of writing itself.


The main rule of journaling is called "wild mind" writing. This means keeping the pen moving for 10 to 20 minutes, "where" said Smith, "you don't judge what you're saying, you don't worry about spelling, you don't worry about punctuation, you don't really read back what you say." The other "rules" involve self-exploration: "filling out" the event that caused you to pick up your journal, and then asking yourself, why did this come to my mind today?


The result is the development of deeper understanding of ourselves, which racing through our days, we normally don't develop. I was fascinated, and I wanted to see journaling in action.


For the workshop that night, Allison Moir-Smith began by reading an excerpt from a book called Coming Home to Myself, by Marion Woodman. Then we plunged into "wild mind" writing. One young woman (call her Meg) said that journaling had brought to mind something that had annoyed her at work, that morning. Meg had started to explore this annoyance and was already feeling somewhat relieved. Moir-Smith said that Meg was looking more vibrant than when she came in. An older woman (call her Ada) said that she wrote about a time in her childhood when she and a friend played pranks on the neighbors. Moir-Smith suggested that Ada needed to access her devilish side.


This sounds a bit like therapy, but much of the workshop was about the process of journaling, not the content. Meg found on question - Moir-Smith handed out compelling questions for us to answer - was a jumping off point for another subject altogether. Ada found that she wanted to frame an answer in poetry rather than prose. Throughout the workshop, the resistance to journaling at all kept coming up.


Meg concluded that she would always ask herself "why" and this would lead her to another point in her journaling. Ada concluded that journaling was like taking the lid off a box crammed tight with unresolved tensions. Also, she said, the chemistry of the group mattered.


It was an illuminating 2-hour workshop, and at the cheap price of only $20.

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